Ahh... the feeling of total tiredness one achieves by staying up late is amazing. Games are just the only caffeine that I need...

Anyway, next week will be a "fun-filled" time of practicing marchpast! Hoorah. I'd be a million times more enthusiastic if it weren't for the bloody assholes who aren't serious in practicing this. And the dicipline teacher, well, ex- anyway, said it was compulsory for every freaking idiot to join... so, yay, spending fruitless hours each day walking around, turning, saluting... I have already done this in cadets when I was like, form 2 or 3? =\, pride myself on being one of the best marchpast people around... ah, well.

Hm hmm... no church this morning I suppose... my mom's not home. I don't like church. I hate it really. >_<...

And yes, credit goes to Eileen for bugging me to "UPDATE YOUR BLOG!" =P..

Hm hm... today there wasn't much that happened... Aiza just announced that mineral water cannot be taken out from the canteen boundaries.. ah, the suckiness amazes me sometimes... this is to 'counter the problem of throwing rubbish all around'... what they should do is freaking catch the bastards that throw bottles and punish them with 10 freaking demerits straight... and then if I kena too bad lar... -_-...

*sigh* Problems problems problems... sorting feelings out isn't a simple thing is it? Feelings can't be counted and categorized, that's the problem... =P

Hm hmm... been 20 days since I wrote in the bloggie... that's like... almost a month! Woahh... well... lotsa things happened I guess... school's getting much much much harder for one... -_-"

Hmm... blogging isn't really that interesting anymore... no idea what to write in it, or how to write for that matter, so always become lazy when trying to do it... hm hmm... and Eileen has stopped bugging me with messages like 'UPDATE YOUR BLOG!' so I don't really think anyone reads my blog no more... hm...

Well.. the Jogathon last Friday was interesting... I guess? -_-" For once the weather was slightly cloudy and not RAGING HOT like the last 4 years... how dumb is that huh. Aunty Josephine's birthday is on Saturday! XD Bought her this frog thingy... giving her this card thingy full of 'inspirational' messages... ^o^..

Mm... school tomorrow and I just can't muster enough spirit to say 'Yay, school.' Ugh. On Saturday I went to this Education Fair thingy in Mid Valley... lots and lots and lots and lots of colleges and a few uni's over there... kinda like, promoting their college/uni... listened to some people talk about the courses offered... got really umm.. bugged? Annoyed? Irritated? Cause all their talking made me think of what the hell would I do after SPM... no more Cahaya... no more close-see-you-everyday friends... saddening isn't it.. =\...

Had sushi king TWICE on that day... mm... wasabi and ebi! Wonderful... mm... and Huey Shyan annoyed me and Jon Jon by saying she was there, and I couldn't see... -_-" blehhh. Stupid red face! -_-"...

Mm... life's sorta okay right now... I want it to stay like this.. but... ah, well. The future I thought about then, is the present now... growing up isn't really a nice thing.. I love my teenage years.. *sigh*.

Hmm... my relationship's been one hell of a mind twister... narrowed down who I really like to this one gal... but don't really know whther she really likes me or not.. perhaps she's just saying it like that or something... we don't talk to each other as much as before... ugh, I just hate it all. Wish I could read minds. And also, now I feel really guilty about this other one... making her feel all bad and stuff... =(, told her I like her, but I really like the other one... not good not good... hate all this... =(...

Valentines passed didn't it? Hm... went out with some guys for Wei Shien's birthday... really interesting, with all the fragging and laughing... but then I was sorta distracted cause I gave this letter/poem thingy to that particular gal that I really like... so worried about what her reaction would be... =\ she liked it tho.. made her happy... hm hmm... =)... but now she's like, really distant... I mean distant as in the feeling, not the actual length... farrr away... I have no idea why..

Growing up isn't much fun I guess.. well, it *is* fun, but it isn't either.. I suppose that's what life is all about hm? Ah well...

Huhu... the 3 day weekend was really interesting...

Friday: Well, it's a school day... what to do... played in the basketball match.. lost to Red house by 3 points (!) which isn't alot cause the match was 10 minutes total -_-"...

Saturday: Umm.. went out I think? I don't remember... oh yeah! 6 hours of total boredom listening to the undang guy talk talk talk talk talk talk... =P, went with Atif, Adrian Lee, and Natelie, so it wasn't so bad... ^_^... anyway, now gonna have to worry about when I get my L... I dunno hwo to drive!!!

Sunday: Woooo~ open house! Wey Ping first arrival... at 10... o_O. Then Teoh Wei graced us with his presence... then the rest of the guys came... then Huey Shyan at 6.30... Ilyas at that time oso... hmmm... lots and lots of people... all the guys stuffed into my little room, gambling... -_-". Teoh Wei won 160!!!!! Must gimme 20% cause it's my house. =_=. Well, anyway, ate lots... LOTS. The spring rolls were too good, so everyone sapu... T_T. Sad sad Eileen couldn't come... let's make a list of people eh...

Guys = Jon, me, WP, Teoh Wei, Wei Ren, Wei Shien, Han Xian, Brandon Yeow, umm... Vincent Ng, Ruhullah, Atif, Woon Wei, Kenneth, Wai Hoe, uh... Marcus, Gadafi... uh... okay can't remember anymore... oh yeah Ilyas...

Girls = Li Yee, Natelie, Huey Shyan, Amy, Joanne, Melissa, umm.. can't remember... I think that's all?

Well, anyway, just spent the day eating and gambling and chatting... my room was so stuffy!!! Thankfully it rained! Yayyyy...

Monday (3 day weekend! woohoo~): Went to Lee's open house... just ate, gambled a little bit... then went home... Lee's grandma's house is huge... O_O... anyway, it was pretty interesting... won RM15 from Lee, huhu...

Tuesday: School.... gahhhhhhh~! -_-"