Hm hmm... been 20 days since I wrote in the bloggie... that's like... almost a month! Woahh... well... lotsa things happened I guess... school's getting much much much harder for one... -_-"

Hmm... blogging isn't really that interesting anymore... no idea what to write in it, or how to write for that matter, so always become lazy when trying to do it... hm hmm... and Eileen has stopped bugging me with messages like 'UPDATE YOUR BLOG!' so I don't really think anyone reads my blog no more... hm...

Well.. the Jogathon last Friday was interesting... I guess? -_-" For once the weather was slightly cloudy and not RAGING HOT like the last 4 years... how dumb is that huh. Aunty Josephine's birthday is on Saturday! XD Bought her this frog thingy... giving her this card thingy full of 'inspirational' messages... ^o^..

Mm... school tomorrow and I just can't muster enough spirit to say 'Yay, school.' Ugh. On Saturday I went to this Education Fair thingy in Mid Valley... lots and lots and lots and lots of colleges and a few uni's over there... kinda like, promoting their college/uni... listened to some people talk about the courses offered... got really umm.. bugged? Annoyed? Irritated? Cause all their talking made me think of what the hell would I do after SPM... no more Cahaya... no more close-see-you-everyday friends... saddening isn't it.. =\...

Had sushi king TWICE on that day... mm... wasabi and ebi! Wonderful... mm... and Huey Shyan annoyed me and Jon Jon by saying she was there, and I couldn't see... -_-" blehhh. Stupid red face! -_-"...

Mm... life's sorta okay right now... I want it to stay like this.. but... ah, well. The future I thought about then, is the present now... growing up isn't really a nice thing.. I love my teenage years.. *sigh*.

Hmm... my relationship's been one hell of a mind twister... narrowed down who I really like to this one gal... but don't really know whther she really likes me or not.. perhaps she's just saying it like that or something... we don't talk to each other as much as before... ugh, I just hate it all. Wish I could read minds. And also, now I feel really guilty about this other one... making her feel all bad and stuff... =(, told her I like her, but I really like the other one... not good not good... hate all this... =(...

Valentines passed didn't it? Hm... went out with some guys for Wei Shien's birthday... really interesting, with all the fragging and laughing... but then I was sorta distracted cause I gave this letter/poem thingy to that particular gal that I really like... so worried about what her reaction would be... =\ she liked it tho.. made her happy... hm hmm... =)... but now she's like, really distant... I mean distant as in the feeling, not the actual length... farrr away... I have no idea why..

Growing up isn't much fun I guess.. well, it *is* fun, but it isn't either.. I suppose that's what life is all about hm? Ah well...