*yawn* Went out today... or shall I say yesterday? ^_^. Anyway, just went fragging as usual... watched Looney Toons (or tunes?) the movie... pretty dumb, but funny. Funny as in simple cartoonish funny with added human humour funny. *shrugs*

Hmm... seems like most people younger than me are experiencing alot more depression than I seem to recall having at their age... or was I too ignorant to have noticed how bad I was depressed at that time, if at all? Hm... certainly a thing to ponder... but I guess everyone has their deep, dark longing, or wish, or problem that might never be resolved... thus causing much anguish over some feeling. Well, at least some people are aware that they're depressed.

Grr... can't think properly anymore... something's affecting my brain in some subtle way... and I'm getting annoyed by it. I used to be much more fluent with my language than I am now. Ugh.

Oyasumi nasai..

Hmm... not so bored, yet haven't had a worthwhile thing to do just yet... oh well. That's the holidays, as it is.

1. Full name: How Han Leon
2. Nicknames: Leon, Llama, Grampiez, Grampz, Granpa, Ah Gong (grampz in Chinese), Ah Pek (oh, something like grampz, but in a more annoying manner), Lion, Loser (given by WP).
3. Eyes: Brown, I think.
4. Height: Don't quite know right now... above 175 I think?
5. Hair: Emm... medium length I guess? I prefer it short tho... it curls annoyingly when it's long. Aih.
6. Siblings: Jon and Eeva, brother and sister respectively, both younger.
7. Do u like to sing in the shower? And listen to my voice echo around me, while people from outside scream in agony at this "melodious" voice of mine? Ahahahaha~
8. Do u like to sing in the toilet? Hm, I'm thinking that the toilet is kinda added to the shower, so it's the same, just without the water? But, no. Thinking's more fun... and quieter.
9. Birthday: De 12th of Jan!
10. Sign: I'm a goat, damnit. -_-, Capricorn!
11. Address : Somewhere over the rainbow, in a pleasant yet hot country named Malaysia.
12. Sex: If I said hardcore, what would that mean? I'm a guy, yup.
13. Righty or lefty: Lefty... seems like one of the few left in the world of righty's. -_-"
14. What do you want in a relationship most? I dunno. I've never been in a relationship... I guess love is out of the question, as that's the basis of a relationship... trust, honesty, and... creativity. =), it takes two good people to make a relationship interesting and fun for a decade or 3.
15. Have you ever cheated? I have, an insane amount of cheating at that. ^_^. At exams and tests and stuff like that, when I feel like it, mind. o_o.
16. Marital status: I'm single. =)
17. Do you have a car? Mm... I dunno whether I even WANT one... I'm afraid of getting lost countless times. I've got lousy memory.
18. What kinda car do you want: Umm... I dunno. Cool stylish car that can fit me, and 5 other people comfortably. I go out with friends and family alot.

FAVORITES:
19. Movie: No idea. Looks cool, watch it. Anime then got la? Hellsing! ^_^
20. Song: Uh... if I listen to a song too many times, it'll suck, so no.
21. Band/singer: No idea. I just listen to songs.
22. TV Show : Uhh... the Simpsons maybe? Anything I guess.
24. Actor: Nope... just see the damn show.
25 Actress: Refer to statement above.
25. Food: Chinese, Japanese, Mother's cooking (when she bothers to cook. Good stuff), fast food... that about it I think.
26. Number: Uh... no idea.
27. Letter: Uhm... no idea either.
28. Cartoon: Cartoon ah...? Um... the Simpsons probably.
29. Disney Character: Uh... Mushu was interesting. Can't really remember other characters anymore.
30. Colour: Um.. I think bright green, or perhaps pink... it may seem strange, but pink and faded yellow together is cool. =)
31. Do you plan on having children: I dunno... perhaps.
32. Do you want to get married: See statement above.
32. How old do you wanna be when you have your first child: I dunno that either. I'll just let life choose what it wants.
33. How old do you wanna be when your married: View above.
34. Would you have kids before marriage: o_O... that would be interesting, but I don't think so.
36. Do you have a b/f or g/f (who): Once I say I'm single, I am s-i-n-g-l-e. =p
37. Do you have a crush: Umm... you could say that, yeah.

EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER)
38. Music/TV: TV is never complete without music for the scenes. Both.
39. Guys/Girls: Girls. Guys nowadays need to learn respect and other qualities girls have.
40. Green/Blue: Green is interesting. So is blue. Both then.
41. Pink/Purple: Both, again. I like pink, but purple is pink's older, more deeper cousin. So both.
42. Summer/Winter: Haven't had winter before... wonder what it's like?
43. Night/Day: Day... definately day.
44. Hangin Out/Chillin: Um... both seems fine to me.
45. Dopey/Funny: I am dopey, but I love funny, so.. uh... dopey is funny rite? I dunno. =P
46. Weird saying I have: Best and most used is: "I'm a Llama!"
47. What school do u go to? SSCahaya.
48. Have you ever taken drugs? Medicine.
49. What's a major turn on for you? *shrugs*
50. How far would you go on a first date? Don't know. Never had a date, period.

FRIENDS-
MOsT bLoNdE: o_O... that would possibly be my mom 3 years ago. Now, dunno.
NiCeSt: Um... Wey Ping I guess.
FuNnIeSt: Same... but all my friends are extremely funny when they want to be. 100 times moreso when they're all together.
HaPpIeSt: Mm... me dunno wor. Happiest..? Um... dunno~!
Strangest: All the guys, 1 or 2 of the girls *cough*Eileen*cough*.
MoSt CaRiNg: Um... almost all of them are concerned, and at least 3 quarters of them are caring... most...? Um... I dunno. Granddaughters, and all my close friends. =)
TaLLeSt: Would be me if I were a friend to myself... Fu Khate, probably. A year or two younger than me, and he's 1 cm under me. Damnit. -_-.
SmArTeSt: Adrian Ee. I think so, at least.
MoSt mature: Um.. I dunno... quite a number of my friends are mature... I'm a big kid tho, so I wouldn't know.
QuiEtEsT: Tzu Hsiao. O_O, I tell you, the whole school has to be quiet during assembly to hear her over the loudspeakers. Not kidding in the least.
LoUdEsT: Um... that would be... uh... a few of my friends I guess. Too used to playing sports, shouting across the field or court. Oh well.
54. Which 5 people do you trust and are open with the most? I have no idea. I've trusted so many. Wey Ping I guess... and Teoh Wei... =), and my granddaughters, of course. I don't talk much tho.
55. What was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? Well, if you must know, pictures. The story is long, and I care not repeat it to EVERYone. :p, it seems dumb, but it hurt.

57. Are you happy? Dunno, possibly. What happened to 56?
58. Why? I dunno. Why do you think I dunno whether I'm happy or not?
60. Love or lust: LOVE.
61. Silver or gold: I dunno. Plain lead maybe. =P
62. Diamond or pearl: Depends.
63. Sunset or sunrise: Both.
64. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping: o_O... I don't even go DIPPING. =p
65. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Used to... =).
66. Do you have any piercing: Nope.
67. What colour underpants are you wearing right now?: o_O.. why people would ask such a question, I'll never know.
68. What song are u listening to right now? Some song from Hellsing... hell cool. =)
69. What are the last four digits of your phone number: 5113
70. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? I dunno... romantic, I guess.
71. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? My friends & family, of course.
72. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: I dunno. Their shoes and hair, I think. Then, their race. I don't like those pointy pointy shoes that are "fashionable", so my mom says. You can judge a situation by someones shoes.
73. Favourite sport? Basketball, soccer, badminton, etc. I'm a jack of all trades, master of none.
74. What makes you happy? So many, many things that I care not to type it out.
75. What's the next c.d/s you're gonna get? Something for a friend... only buy licensed when for gifts!
76. Do u wear contacts or glasses? It depends...
77. The best advice given to you? To think. That I've followed... 2nd best, "HEY YOU FUCK! STOP DRINKING!!!!" which I didn't follow that one time. Bad, bad thing to do.
78. Have u ever won any special awards? Um... mostly for getting first or second or third in class (ah, not something I worked really hard for, so I don't really care), awards for distinctions in English (again, didn't work hard for it), and... nothing else, I think.
79. What are your future goals: I don't know. I really, really don't know.
80. Worst sickness u ever had? Um... being sick alone is bad enough. Me getting sick is really a big headache. And I still go to school after all that, which is scary to me.
81. Do you like Funny or Scary movies better? Funny. Hate scary movies so much. They scare me. O_O.
82. On the phone or in person? I wouldn't know. Both seem the same to me, as I get nervous either way.
83. Hugs or kisses? *shrugs*
84. What song seems to reflect you the most? o_O...
85. If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to? I dunno. Some things to my family, some things to my friends... I know what they gave me, so I'm just giving it back.. my photos... it would depend.
86. ignore this: Okay.
87. What is your greatest fear? Um... having a fire rip through my house, thus destroying almost ALL of my things (computer with many treasured files, photos, letters I saved... I'd almost die if that happens)
88. Be rich or famous? Being famous would almost always lead to being rich, and being rich almost always leads to being famous. What the hell's the difference?
89. What time is it in Albania now? How the hell should I know? And why the hell are you asking???
90. Have you ever been in love? Maybe... maybe..
91. Have you met Santa? I wish I did! It would've been cool.. and interesting, of course. Santa being real would rock. Woo~
92. If E.T. knocked on your door holding up a peace sign and asked you to use your phone, what would u do? Look calmly in his face and say: "Dude, with all your alien technology, you don't even have a handphone???"
93. Last time you talked to the person that you like: One that I really like? Half a year ago.
94. Do u have any pets? I don't really have any pets... but animals that live in my house = 3 dogs, around 30 koi, and miscellanous insects that roam around my garden.
95. whats your email address? leon_how@hotmail.com and I'm never changing it.
96. Last time you were depressed: Don't quite remember...
97. Are you an alcoholic? No idea. I can live without alcohol though.
98. Who sent this to you? Eileen
99. What do you think of this person: Nice, lovable, funny, and yet, has that annoying habit of saying she's fat. And you're not dear.
100. Do u want your friends to write back? Hm... if they're as bored as me, they'd probably write anyway. =P

Oh dear Eileen... you didn't make it into that Jap thingy.. that's sorta sad, considering how much you wanted to go... as I mentioned before, the line "I didn't get in" kinda scares me more than an hour ++ of screaming and ranting could.

Anyway, perhaps another time... far far far in the future. =/. Take a vacation there or something. It's probably better than coming home to boring ol' people like grampz and the cat here (Teoh Wei = fat cat. The story is kinda blurry).

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Anyway, holidays holidays... I've got lotsa games to play, and I think I have to think about next year... but hell, it can wait till another time... I guess. *yawn* Whatever the result of this holiday be, I'm sure my brain will be stuck tight to the holidays, as usual. Oh well...

Nite nite peepz~

Not sleepy yet, and it's 1 in the morning! Blehhh... holiday fever. Damn. Oh well.

1. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
Umm... when, holidays, or school? For the holidays, it's around 12 PM... for school, 7.

2. IF YOU COULD EAT LUNCH WITH ONE FAMOUS
PERSON, WHO WOULD IT BE?
Umm... why would I want to eat lunch with a famous person? Having lunch with a friend is a lot better methinks... ^_^

3. GOLD OR SILVER?
Either one is fine I think... but gold is so shiny... so yeh, gold.

4. WHAT WAS THE LAST FILM YOU SAW AT THE
CINEMA?
Matrix: Revolutions!!!! Nice show, cool FX.. weird plot, as usual.

13. YUM?
Yum? Is that some acronym? Or is that a food yum yum kinda yum? *shrugs* CHOCOLATEEE!!!!

14. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN?
Caramel. Definately caramel.

15. FAVOURITE CAR?
I have no idea. I don't really know much about cars... maybe.. a car that can fit me and is stylish or something.

16. FAVOURITE SANDWICH FILLING?
Umm... don't really know? But I like cheese + butter + jam... interesting mix.

17. FAVOURITE TYPE OF MUSIC?
Umm... whatever I think is nice... and that's alot, mind you.

18. WHAT CHARACTERISTIC DO YOU DESPISE?
Umm... uhhh... I dunno... mostly hate. "I hate this guy/that girl etc" kinda hate.

20. FAVOURITE FLOWER?
Um... I dunno. Roses methinks? Red or white on occasions.

21. IF YOU HAD A BIG WIN IN THE LOTTERY, HOW LONG WOULD YOU WANT TO SPEND ALL?
How long? I dunno... it could range from 1 day, to three years mayhap.

22. DO YOU WEAR PYJAMAS?
Nope. Just whatever clothes I'm in at that time.

23. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
Brown.

24. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?
Let me count... 7... not counting keychains (3), they are my house keys, my sidegate key, my lock key X 5. Interesting, no?

25. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO RETIRE?
Umm... someplace nice, quiet, yet close to my friends, in which case all else doesn't matter.

26. CAN YOU JUGGLE?
For half a second, yeah! Then it hits the floor. Darn.

27. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK?
Umm... on school days, it's Friday and Saturday.

28. RED OR WHITE WINE?
Red. Red. Red. Red. ^_^.

29. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
Umm... invited a few peepz to my house... not much yeah... compared to my first and second. Now THOSE were fun... dunno whatever happened to my bday spirit nowadays... =)

30. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD?
What's a donor card? I don't anyway.

31.WHAT BOOK(s) ARE YOU READING NOW?
"Dragonlance: The Annonated Chronicles"

32. FAVOURITE BOARD GAME?
Board games usually annoy me. -_-

33. FAVOURITE MAGAZINE?
Any that I can get my hands on for awhile. I don't keep 'em tho.

34. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
The smell of good food. Food that is for me, that is.

35. COMFORT FOOD?
Uhm... lots.. chocolate, ice cream (a whole barrel), any kinds of snacks, and practically everything else.

36.FAVOURITE SOUND?
Music that I like, yeh.

37. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?
Uh... I don't think you want to know.

38. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE
MORNING?
Umm... it goes something like "Fuck, it's morning already?" on a schoolday. On a holiday is "Damn, I'm hungry."

39.FAVOURITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
Lots. McD's for fries and coke, KFC for de chicken and whipped potatoes, Burger King for burgers (duh), and... uh... I can't remember!!!

41. FINISH THIS STATEMENT. "IF I HAD A LOT OF MONEY..."
I would... take a trip to see all my friends (Eileen, Sueyi, Andrea, Janice, CJ, Evan) in their daily lives in Aussie~! If not, then I'd give my parents half of what I have to pay off whatever they want, 10% to my bro, another 10% to my sis, then the rest is mine~! For um.. miscellanous expenditures. *grinz*

*yawn* Blehhh... haven't posted in awhile, but nothing much has happened during the holidays. My hair's getting wild again. -_-" That's annoying, since 'getting wild' means curling.. it just curls and that looks dumb.. on me, I mean. =P

Anyway, tomorrow me 'n' Jon'll be going out to Sunway for another bout of fragging... it's not very mature fun, and neither is it productive, but it's fun, and that's all we need I suppose.

Been reading the Dragonlance chronicles... 1000++ pages of annonated Dragonlance story... it's really quite interesting, and although this is just the third day, I've read through what, 100-200 pages mebbe? =p, freaky nerd I am. =p.

Oh well. And yes Eileen, I see that you do your homework lots now (Jon: What, she does??? You do??? O_O Oh dear, you do your homework. =p). Much to my surprise, incidentally. =).

Ciouz~

*edit* Make that 600 pages on the second day. =p

Double post! I'm gonna make your eyes annoyed. Keke.


There are so many things I want to tell you,
So many things I wanna do,
Cause you always seem to care,
Doing things others don't dare.

I still remember those days we had fun,
Those days where you were the only one,
How I loved those times, and how I loved you,
How I was blocked by obstacles, and how you saw me through.

Ah, those were good times, there were some bad,
But I guess it isn't that lousy, it was special what we had,
Still, I miss a lot of things, most importantly you,
I still have that painting, which you painstakingly drew.

It still looks lovely, after all this time,
I've never forgotten how you wondered how I could rhyme,
Ah, puzzled you were, about all these things,
Never ceasing to be amazed at my makings.

But you were better, much much more,
As you have never been a bore,
I'm sure I was, cause I wasn't that fun,
But with you I didn't need to run.

I guess that's just what life is,
A bunch of hard things and misfits,
Full of sorrow and the times of joy,
Those people who entertain or annoy.

Well you were the one who made me live my life,
There were times I wished you were my wife,
But since you're gone, I'll just have to make do,
Life's hard, I agree, but I will remember you.

Forever.

Kekez... I feel ghey. Ahahahahahah~! Watch me post an old poem that I dunno whether I have posted... *grinz* it's a long one. Muaahahahhaha~


Wey Ping,Wey Ping....
How are you,my best friend?
I'm sure you must be wondering,
What in hell, I could really send.

Well, fuck all that,
'Cause I'm all sad, my eyes just sag,
Well, what I'm sending is a poem,
From yours truly, Dirtbag.

Ahahaaha, I just love saying that,
I know you do too,
It must be some fad,
Fer us to be born in some zoo.

Yeah, I know what you're thinking,
Something along the lines of "I'm gonna kill you!"
Or maybe "Bugger...!" while laughing or some other inkling,
Of course what I'm saying here is I love you too.

What the hell is this!? "I love you too"!??
You must think I've gone crazy,
Well, am I not? I've told you many times already,
I'm crazy, or mad, you silly fool.

Well, I think by the time you get this,
Your computer should be alright,
And from the hundreds of times it makes you pissed,
I think you have to stay with it all night.

Aheheheh, it's rare that I write these damn things,
So feel lucky, you little bastard,
'Cause you've got me as a best friend, and I've got you.
Sure sure, throw a pie at me. Preferably custard.

See how I make things rhyme?
It really doesn't take too much time,
Maybe you should try it too,
And send one to me. Ooooo...

Great, I'm going nuts, wee wee, wham wham,
Maybe it's some side effect of being with you,
If that's the case, then I don't give a damn,
'Cause it's worth it, for all the things you do.

You kill bugs, insects, roaches, arachnids,
Anything that is small and can make millions of kids,
Anything which has more than 2 legs,
Including the more unfortunate animals that you stick with sharp pegs.

Those aren't pegs, they're goddamn NAILS!!
Fired from a cute little cannon on your hovercraft,
Hearing the cat screeching its wails,
And you laugh, as if you've gone daft.

Well, it's almost none of my business, almost,
Don't you just hate those words, let's make a toast!
To the overused words like maybe, but and, the 'Big Dadi' of them all, the dreaded IF!!!
Damn my neck feels stiff...

Gaddammit, I sure as shitty hell miss a lot of people, don't you?
Remember Nabil, who learned so many 'useful' words in Cantonese? I do.
I say 'Useful' with 2 fingers on each of my hands going up and down,
'Cause most of the words used can, and WILL ,bring a frown...

Ahh, Wey Ping,
The killer of bugs,
The drinker of Root Beer,
A&W in particular.

How I hate thee,
And yet, how I love you,
What the hell, I say this for free,
Wonder if that's how you feel, too.

Ah fuck you, I'm no godforsaken homo,
To hell with all that shit,
I'm no sexual promo,
I can throw one hell of a fit.

Yeah yeah, I like a few girls,
The "Who who who" especially,
Well fuck you lah! They are one of my worlds,
I say that graciously.

Muahahaha, I'm one rude asshole,
And that's what I'm gonna be,
It's such a wonderful role,
And it's, in you're most favourite term, FREEEEEE!!!!

Now this is what I call "Creative Swearing",
Or maybe "Poetic Cursing", hmm?
Ahahahah! My anger isn't even flaring,
Not even a mite little fume.

Oh great, I was planning on copying this into my 'Green Book',
Which is so open for "Mass Public Viewing",
Maybe I should just delete this whole poem...
Nah, I just love to see you chewing.

And so ends this stinking vulgar part of my poems,
And DAMN it feels good!!
Now where's all that good food?

Heh, this is my second poem,
Which I gratefully do, dude,
'Cause as you should know,
Most of it is very, very rude.

If you didn't get it,
Don't throw a fit,
It really didn't make sense,
Containing past, present and funny tense.

The formality we can dispense,
Ceasing all forms of suspense,
Sure what, we're best friends,
Although sometimes, we're just sooo dense.

Hmm… What to say this time?
Swearing isn't such a big crime,
Is it? At least, it is in our school,
Oh yeah, our school. I'm being such a fool.

Let's see,
What are the things you call me?
Dirtbag, shitbag, asshole, stupid are all a common thing,
The more cuter ones being fucker, idiot and Han Leen.

Yeah yeah, laugh all you want.
Do it! It's good for your heart,
You receive a LOT of things from your aunt,
Except maybe, for a fart.

No offence there,
I just had to add a little spice,
To make this poem not-so-nice,
I'm such a huggable bear.

Dear me, it's 1:30 AM,
Sleep is gonna hit me like KA-BAM!
Of course, I don't sleep that early,
Unless I have to, waking up big and burly.

Mm...I think the first poem said a lot,
Although it was more rude than it was not,
Damn we have good times together,
Falling from the sky like a feather.


To tell you the truth,
I dislike you talking about the "Who who who",
But it's okay, I want you to say that, even if you're at the risk of breaking a tooth,
Why? Because I like her a LOT!! It's very true...

Don't think I'm nuts or something,
I'm just something very soothing,
Or maybe not,
'Cause I always forgot.

I need to say something.
Although it may seem like nothing,
I like, and love, Stefanie more,
She always makes my heart soar.

Do you get it, Wey Ping?
Someone like Stefanie makes me sing.

I'm smiling right now,
'Cause I'm thinking of sending something that is soo nice,
Something bigger than a cow,
And something cooler than ice.

It's a poem of Stefanie,
A person of importance, at least, to me.
Don't think I'm crazy about her,
I'm just in love, I concur.

Now, as I finish this poem,
I smile as I remember all the good times we had,
And all the bad you made right once more,
I'll miss you dearly if you go, me lad...


Hey Wey Ping, it's me again,
I know I know, I might be a pain,
But there is just something I have to say,
Even if it makes me give a heavy pay.

I love Huey Shyan, yes it's true,
There's no other person who's quite like you,
Even if I am that shy a guy,
I know I'll have you as a friend, no lie.

You know what? I hope we will always be friends,
There are still a lot of things I don't know about you man,
Even though we've been together and it never ends,
I'm still trying to understand you, as much as anyone can.

Who do you like? That's a mystery to me,
Even if someone says it's someone all can see,
I want to hear it from your own mouth, in your own words,
There is no one I know who doesn't like other girls.


You're my best friend, it really is true,
There's no reason in staying blue,
Because I'm here for you, and you likewise,
At least, until we both get stuck, please advise.

So what if life sucks? So what if we die?
I'll still have my memory of our time together,
And that is no lie,
Because it is something I cannot gather.

There are times when you step over the line,
There are times when you can just break my spine,
Then there are times when we can just laugh together,
Then there are times when we can just be friends forever.

Sometimes when life gets me down,
You can always cheer me up, and rub off my frown,
Sometimes when life sucks a lot,
You are always there to make it not.

Even though I don't really console you at times,
I really want to, I just don't know how,
Even though I don't really treat you best, not even dimes,
I really want to, I don't know when is the 'Now'.

Some people wonder why I'm even friends with you,
Why I would tolerate an ingrate which is true,
Some people wonder why I haven't gone nuts,
Why I would stand all of your pain-in-the-butts.

It's because you are cool!
It's because you rule!
It's because you are the man!
It's because you are my friend.

It's because when you cheer,
I can lose all fear,
It's because when you shout louder,
I will work much harder.

It's because you won't frown,
Right after I fall down,
It's because when I'm sad,
You won't make me feel bad.

It's because when I am feeling down,
You'll wipe off that big fat frown,
It's because when there is no one there,
You pop up in my face and show me that you care.

It's because when I just hate life,
You come along and show me why I should stay,
It's because when I just wanna throw a knife,
You come along and show me what to say.

It's because when you know I am mad,
You won't act that bad,
It's because when you know I don't want to be disturbed,
You won't continue to annoy me and be absurd.

It's because when you know what I feel is true,
You just shut up and sit down, without anything to do,
It's because when you know I just have nothing to do,
You come along and tell me what's what and who's who.

It's because when all Hell breaks loose and nothing is right,
You'll still be right by me, shining your irreplaceable light,
It's because when nothing seems to go right,
You still act like everything’s cool, nothing’s a fight.

It's because when you know I really need privacy,
You go away and just leave me be,
It's because when you know I just need you here,
You stop whatever you're doing and try to cover my rear.

It's because when I'm taking fire and I need assistance,
You'll come in less than an instance,
It's because when I'm down and need help urgently,
You'll try your best to help me, determinedly.

It's because even when I don't treat you that well,
You consider it as a very short-term spell,
It's because even when I start to piss you off,
You consider it as friendship and don't scoff.

It's because you are my friend,
Not to mention my bestest best man,
It's because you are you,
And nothing else could be more true.

Hmm... I feel like posting poems again. =P.

To my mother, with love, hugs and kisses,
Because she always hits the target, she never misses,
I love you Mom, and nothing could be more true,
I love you mom, it's as sure as the sky is blue.

If I got 10 cents for every time you loved me,
I'd be a millionaire when I grow old,
If I had to pay 10 dollars for every time you hated me,
I'd get off scott free, no debts owed.

That's because you love me more than anything,
And because of that, you are my everything,
I promise to be faithful forever more,
I promise to be successful, to get a high score.

Hope is never a question when it comes to you,
Even when times are bad, you never look blue,
Love comes from you, unrestricted and in full force,
Faster than any lightning quick horse.

With you, there's never a time where I can despair,
Because you always act kind, understanding and fair,
With you, there's no need to lie,
Because you trust me, by and by,

Even though life might cause you to feel down,
You never want to confront me with a frown,
Even though times may be hard and sacrifices must be made,
You always come through somehow, causing those debts to be paid.

I know I haven't really been showing you much love these days,
But I am showing you what I feel now, and it pays,
Not with money, I have no need for that,
With love it does, I'm no spoiled brat.

My God, how time can fly,
I have grown so much, I didn't even need to try!
I'm wondering: "What happened to all those carefree times?
Where we could just relax and enjoy, making funny rhymes."

Looks like I need to grow up once again,
But if this is growing up, with all this pain,
I'd rather skip the growing, and go straight to adulthood,
Leaving the carefree times, the relaxation, for good.

Oh well, I have to thank you mom,
For all the love you've shown,
I have to thank you again,
Because I don't need it much, I've grown.

It almost brings a tear to my eyes,
As I reminisce about the good ol' times,
When we used to be so close together,
We still are, for now, and forever.

You know what? I still need your love, and your care,
Even though it is only a little bit, it counts as a lot,
Too much sometimes, the amount I forgot,
But still, there's nothing compared to you, even the dress you wear!

You might be strict, you might be mean,
I know in my heart, that this not all the love I've seen,
There's even more, from times I cannot recount,
Oh well, it's time to end this poem and close this account.

Thanks mom, for all the care you've shown,
Thanks mom, for all the forgiveness you own,
Thanks mom, for all the time you've spared,
Thanks mom, for all the times you show you cared.

Thanks mom, for every time you've pulled through,
Thanks mom, for every penny you've spent on us,
Thanks mom, for every sacrifice that didn't concern you,
Thanks mom, for every time you cheered even when we weren't first.

Thanks mom, for none of the regret you must feel,
Thanks mom, for none of the anger when we acted like a heel,
Thanks mom, for none of the depression you must have felt,
Thanks mom, for none of the damage you must have delt.

Thanks mom, for being a teacher to us when we were little,
Thanks mom, for being the one who wrapped a blanket around us when we curled,
Thanks mom, for being the one who wiped of our spittle,
Thanks mom, for being the best mother in the world,

Thanks mom, for all of the best,
Thanks mom, for all of the rest,
Thanks mom, for all of the care,
Thanks mom, for all of the responsibility you had to bear.

Well, I don't really have anything to write about yesterday, seriously. Fragged the whole day, almost. Lotsa laughing tho. ^_^, ah, the joy one gets in the heat of battle. Lolz~

Anyway, it really was pretty interesting all in all. Ate food (duh). Walked around, chatted a wee bit, went home at 6.30 (early!). Perhaps next time will be the same, if not more fun~

I'm hungry. -_-" Food's not ready yettt!!! =/. Wish I had a japanese buffet place nearby. A good one at that. =). Stuff myself till I'm... stuffed. Bleh. Bored... but still living. Aahhaha~ I'm weird. =p

Ahh... my life is boring I guess. =P, I've got nothing to say on my days nowadays.. =s.

Oh well. Anyway, going to Sunway with the guys tomorrow, probably won't have anything to write about that either.

Ciouz~