Hm hmm... IU last night was really interesting... for me at least. Hahah~ it was a night of laughter for me... embarassment for others, boredom for some... =). I think it's pretty cool...

So anyway, I got there at like, 7. I was in Vincent's car, with Jon, Wei Shien, and of course, Vincent. So anyway, we were kinda lost cause the thing was inside a little and it was upstairs, and there wasn't anyone outside, except for Pei Huan who was walking in and I didn't recognize her. She had on a scarlet dress! o_O.

Well anyway, after calling Atif, we got in, and it was... empty! Woah... 7 o clock and I thought the place would be all jumping now... but no, no one was there yet~! What the heck. =P Anyway, it was still good, cause I had lotsa time to take a few photos (around 10 >_<) at that time... it's really better that way, cause later on there'll be all those performances and stuff, then everyone will be too busy watching or it's just plain rude... =P. So anyway, time passed, and people started to come in pairs, triplets or a whole bunch. Click click, flash flash my camera went.

Mm... so after that, I kinda forgot what was the first few performances... oh yeah! Danial and band was singing... Atif at bass, Asyraf at drums, Emir lead guitar, Kenneth rythm guitar, I believe... and Danial singing~ =P. So anyway, after a few songs, it got down to the food... which was definately not up to my standards... I didn't like ANY of the food... so here is a short list of why:

1. Not much variety (there were only a few things, and I did not like those things at all. I only ate 1 bowl of Campbell mushroom soup, which brings me to the next point)
2. According to the people, the quality wasn't so good either... I mean, campbell canned mushroom soup? >_<

There's just two points, haha. But it's enough! >_<

So anyway, back to IU. Marvin and Sara were the MC's for the night, so they went on announcing stuff and just making noise... I think after the food it was umm... the lucky draw or the IU King and Queen nominees? I don't remember. Anyway, here's the highlights of the rest of the night:

There was the IU King and Queen nominees, who were Kings: Ilyas (winner), Adrian (2nd), Ajmal (3rd), Praveen and Danial. Queens: Ai Mun (1st), Koi Lin (2nd), Wan Chee (3rd, she's a gal from SU), Ajmal's sister, and Melody. So anyway, other than that, it was mostly the band performing, Mr. Hisham and Norasid singing, and alternating in singing were Marvin, Faizal, Danial, Norizman, Syakur, and someone else I don't remember who. Heheh, the singing definately could've been better but oh well... =).

There were games of course, but I can't recall them now... hahah. Anyway.. I took like, 2 rolls and 15 shots of IU... which is insane... =\. Through it all, the most noticable absence (to me, hehe) was of my dearest... =_=. She didn't wanna come~ >_<.. oh well...

So after all that, finally went home at 12 something... surprisingly enough, everyone went home pretty early (11). I was like, woah, I thought people would be hanging around till around 1 or 2 before leaving, and they should've been there at around 7! Aih aih... oh well...

And now tomorrow I'll be leaving for NZ at around 4 or 5.. will be missing someone dearly for the six days I'll be there, heheh... hope nothing big or bad happens while I'm away... =\.

Cheerz everyone!

Mm... today is Sunday... last weekend day of the weekend... and here I am, doing my speech for public speaking and worrying about projects and other things that I'm supposed to do... bah. Then there's IU to worry about, and my camera which is with my mom right now... it's all really really scary to think about, really. If I don't do my projects I'm a dead duck, if I don't get back my camera from mom in perfect condition I won't be able to take IU pics... hoho... =P, I definately am praying that my camera is in good condition... ^^".

Ooh ooh, yesterday I had driving lessons... with a manual little ol' kancil... geez, kancils are small... the pedals, the wheel, the leg space, the gear stick, all tiny! >_<. First time I drove a car, I mean seriously. The engine died a grand total of 4 times, I think.. haha, all about the balancing and remembering to shift gears. Eeeeek. =P. So anyway, today I went shopping for winter clothes for umm... my trip to New Zealand, yeah, so anyway, we went to this big shopping IKEA thingy? My dad thought there were shops for winter clothes there but dangit, there weren't any. =P So one day wasted, I suppose... coulda spent it driving again. Oh well.

Mm... so right now, still doing my dumb public speaking crapz... bleh. Wish me luck huh? =P. I wonder whether I should cut my hair for IU, spike it and dye it... hmm... =P

Cheerz~

Ha, I've got not much else to do right now... so here I go by ripping this off Leen's site~

[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? = Leon
Birthplace = Somewhere in Kelantan, methinks.
DOB = 12th of Jan..
Age = 17
Age you act = Sometimes childlike, sometimes old, sometimes just plain stupid.
Current location = My house~
Eye color = Brown, I think...
Hair color = Black, I suppose.
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? = Left... I can't use both hands at once~
Zodiac sign? = Beeehhh, the goat.
Height? = 170+ cm I think?
weight? =( I'm growing fatter! >_<

[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your hair = It's getting longer, and is starting to curl again... gahh.
Your fears = Hahah, something you definately don't have to know about dearies...
ur perfect room = One that has a wondrous view, doesn't get too hot or cold, has a bed for 2 (*wink wink* =P), and uhm... the bed has to have a nice, thick blanket, 4 pillows and a bolster. =), it's my perfect room! =P, it'll also have my computer beside the bed on a table.
What you practically do in a day = Wake up, grouch around, go do whatever I'm supposed to do, rinse, repeat.

[x] Part 3 --What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse = I'm not really sure... there are some I suppose.
Phrases you overuse = I'm not sure really...
Your first thought when you wake up = Ugh, why can't I sleep more... bah...
Your greatest accomplishment = Ermm... getting pictures from the most impossible people.. either by pestering or by making them luv' me so much they just can't resist... ahaha~
Something you want to do = Get more pictures! Good ones too!

[x] Part 4 --This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke = Coke if I can get it.
McDonald's or Burger Kings = Both, really.
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera = o_O, neither.
Chocolate or vanilla = Vanilla!
adidas or Nike = Depends on what I am wearing it for... adidas for football, nike for basketball.
Black or white = Depends on what else I wear really.
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) = The paper type. =)
Burgers or hot dogs = Umm... That would depend. Ramlee burger over 1901... I can't decide!
Egypt or France = France... I've had enough hot weather thank you very much.
Rock or rap = Ugh, why rap?

[x] Part 5 --Do you...[x]
Smoke = No, and never.
Cuss = Oh, insanely sometimes... not really around galz tho, haha.
Sing well = O_O, you have got to be kidding me...
sing in the shower = Hahahah! And make a storm cloud in the toilet? Nahhh...
Talk to yourself --a lot-- = Oh, I go into those weird periods really... -_o
Believe in yourself = I dunno... sometimes... not usually.
Like taking these longass surveys? = o_O, when I have nothing to do, sure.
Play an instrument = Hahah, I have no hand-eye coordination.
Want to go to college? = Yes. I shall cling as long as possible to school life, before I must go into that horrifying place which is the real world.
Want to get married? = Umm.. well.. I guess... haha, with the right person, of course.
Want to have children? = *thoughtful* I dunno.. maybe, =). Really does depend on whether I even get married dears...
Think you're a health freak? = Oh, I'm a pig.
Get along with your parents = Most of the time, yes.
Get along with your siblings? = Almost all the time, yeah. We have our rows once in awhile though.
Think you're popular = Puh-leeze~ =P

[x] Part 6 --In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state = Not really.
Eaten an entire box of oreos = Woah.. a whole box... no way...
Been on stage = I will in oh, 3 days. -_-"
Gone skinny dipping = o_O... will I have company? Hahah~
Been dumped = No.
Dyed your hair = No.
Stolen anything = Not in the past month, no.

[x] Part 7 --The Last... [x]
Last dream = I dunno... I dream about a lot of things... I remember once that I dreamt of this gal I know... haha, that was such a nice dream... then the radio came on and I woke up. Bah.
Last nightmare = Last year, about uhm... something really scary, I'm not sure what. I woke up all sweaty. =\.
Car ride = I dunno, yesterday maybe?
Last time you cried = Sometime last year... haha, over my pictures, so no small matter.
Last movie seen = Uh... some movie.. not sure what, can't remember.
Last book read = LOTR, the ring sets out! (bk. 1)
Last word said = Uh... I think it was a bye bye to my dearest... =)
Last phone call = Oh just now... =)
Last song you listened to = Er.. dunno...
Last annoyance = Not being able to call back!! Her batteries are out, I think..
Last person you hugged = Ha... haha... *blush[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? = Eileen
Birthplace = SJMC, SJ, selangor
DOB = 8 jan
Age = 14
Age you act = uh depends on my mood
Current location = hell hole
Eye color = brown
Hair color = brown or black. u choose
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? = righty... what's ambidextrous?
Zodiac sign? = i'm a goat
Height? = pretty damn short
weight? pretty damn fat

[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your hair = medium length, rebonded
Your fears = ppl finding out my fears
ur perfect room = my old room the apartment in claremont, wa - small, awesome view, homey = i like
What you practically do in a day = wake up eat go school come back online eat tv sleep

[x] Part 3 --What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse = uh... bitch? i duno?
Phrases you overuse = no clue?
Your first thought when you wake up = @#$%!!!!!!
Your greatest accomplishment = eating as much as i ate for dinner today!!! seriously... not killing someone
Something you want to do = kill someone? =P

[x] Part 4 --This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke = neither hate gas drinks
McDonald's or Burger Kings = Mc D-O-N-A-L-D-S!
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera = last time britney, now christina love both their songs though
Chocolate or vanilla = vanilla choc too sweet sometimes
adidas or Nike = nike?
Black or white = black it's just so calming
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) = bills~ DUH!! besides coins are freaking heavy
Burgers or hot dogs = hotdog!! less messy and more yummy and small
Egypt or France = Egypt? france is so... french =P
Rock or rap = depends on mood

[x] Part 5 --Do you...[x]
Smoke = NO. smoke = death
Cuss = what's cuss?
Sing well = ahaha i suck i sing, it rains
sing in the shower = used to then i realized ppl can hear -_-"
Talk to yourself --a lot-- = in my head
Believe in yourself = i believe i can flyyyyyyy! -_-"
Like taking these longass surveys? = NO too many words
Play an instrument = uh piano and used to play some other thingys
Want to go to college? = i guess? cant really imagine myself though
Want to get married? = nah... being a nun is great LoL~ yeh i guess
Want to have children? = AFTER i get married -_-" too far in the future
Think you're a health freak? = YES!!! my daily exercise : power walk to the fridge ^^"
Get along with your parents = of coz! me good gal
Get along with your siblings? = no dont have any =P ahaha kdg
Think you're popular = ahaha~ yah popular cuz im a freak =P

[x] Part 6 --In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state = no... country yes =P
Eaten an entire box of oreos = last time i ate oreos was... when i was in std 6 =P i was sooo crazy abt it then, i ate like 2 whole boxes, got sick then since then...
Been on stage = no dont think so
Gone skinny dipping = -_-" no dont think i ever will if i do that everyone else in the pool will drown cuz they fainted
Been dumped = not sure
Dyed your hair = no dye = dry!
Stolen anything = me? steal? heck no!

[x] Part 7 --The Last... [x]
Last dream = cant remember
Last nightmare = ... was my last dream
Car ride = home frm school
Last time you cried = cant remember
Last movie seen = Kill Bill 2 if im not mistaken. it SUCKS though
Last book read = uh milkweed by jerry something pretty good
Last word said = ewww! to me bro. he BURPED IN MY HAIR!!!!!!
Last phone call = last night
Last song you listened to = @!#$ u right back courtesy of syaz =P she's sooo pretty!!!!!
Last annoyance = the BURPING!! I JUST WASHED MY HAIR!!!
Last person you hugged = Ha... haha.. *blush* you don't wanna know. You don't need to know. You'll never ever ever ever know! >_<
Last person you yelled at = Umm... I forgot, but it was today.
Last time you wore a skirt = o_o... oh I dunno. =P
Last time you've been evil = I *am* evil! Muahahhahahhah~
Last time you fought with your parents = I'm not sure... not that recent. Last year I think?
Last time you wished upon a star = Years ago...
Played Truth or Dare = No... not really. Truth or dare is really kinda silly, but scary.

Hahahah~ heh... I think I was just a liiiiittle bit hyper just now... so umm... disregard everythign you just read! >_< =P. Hehe... that doesn't wipe away the fact that I'm still happy to have these two or three pictures of her... hahaha~

Cheerioz~

!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD XD XD XD XD XD !!!!!!!!!!!!

My pictures of someone have finally been developed.. and like... XD !!!! =). I'm generally really happy cause the pictures look good. Haha.. =P. ^_^.. I dunno, I just like the piccies of her, so go away all of you Xp... Yay yay yay.. I'm making copies.. hahahha... so random... hahah~ =p

Oh well. XD!

Now let me describe that feeling.. well, I first got to school with only two expectations. One, to see her, two to see the pictures... I was so worried that they wouldn't be nice... =\, this batch in particular, haha... anyway... I took the little picture book from my friend who was developing it right, and then, I flipped through the pages of teacher's day, not much to see there that I don't remember (2 days ago, bleh)... and then there were those pictures of her... and so my friends say, I GLOWED -_-"... well anyway I felt really really ummm... happy, haha. ^_^... =p, then she got all angry at me for some reason that is linked to the pictures, and then she took them away and I felt all sad and stuff... ahhaha, random, I know. =P.. so after that when I was going home I just asked for them back to scan them in and YAY she gave 'em back~! Of course tomorrow I'll just have to give it to her again but I feel nice all over just having it for a day... and I'm gonna ask someone to help me re-develop copies of those that she took away... hehe... =P. I'm either insane or just plain dumb. But I just love the pictures, and the image of the person that has been frozen in the frame for as long as it'll last... ahhhh~ the miracle of photography. =)...

Cheerz~

Well well... again, another few weeks before I posted, yet again. =), life's been okay right around now... a teens life certainly spins about on it's own axis seperate from the world in a frenzied whirlwind sometimes, with the teen flying about on the outside. There are of course, those lucky lucky times when one can float into the eye of the storm, which allows one to have respite from the rigours of a strange and almost scary world... that's how life is, I think. There are those parts of the whirlwind which are way more dangerous than the rest, with debris flying about...

Hahha~ random thoughts, I suppose. Anyway, IU night's coming up next Friday, and I certainly hope my hair won't mess my pictures up, haha... =P May my pictures look good huh? ^_^

Cheerz~

La la la... I again have not been posting much here, have I? =\, not much to post about really. IU nite preps coming along, so I hear... school's been just fine right now, with some projects here and there... now I'm being pestered over and over again to 'pick my courses now' for college or U... which is friggin' annoying... I mean, I don't even know what I like... ugh. Sure I know, but what are the uses of that like? What? I dunno! -_-"...

I got around to thinking one night... I thought up with this, which is pretty much random...

To my Dearest:
I really do miss those times we had,
Times now are pretty bad,
I don't know, maybe it's just me thinking too much,
Of what my feelings are, what yours are and such.

I remember spending time with you those days,
When you made me happy in so many, many ways,
I was content, and I always thought of you,
To deny that I still do now would not be true.

But what about you, my dearest? Do you think about me as I hope you would?
Or would you just forget about me in an instant, if you could?
I wouldn't blame you if you did, I'm not a very interesting companion to be around,
I am just the listener, the wall, listening to your troubles but not making a sound.

I have many faults, but how do I remedy being boring ol' me?
My most interesting thing is that I listen well, as you can see,
So I guess you'll grow up, and I'll watch you do so,
And it will be a sad day when I have to watch you go.

I always have the time to be there,
At any time, and practically anywhere,
But no one talks to me about their problems, just one or two,
Unfortunately, this does not include the most important one - you.

So I hope that at least friends we will always be,
Sharing in whatever sorrow and in whatever glee,
I wish we could be more, but that's just a wish on my part,
And so I wish you the very best, with all my welcoming heart.

-- Leon
5th of May, 2004.
May she have a good and long life.