La la la... I again have not been posting much here, have I? =\, not much to post about really. IU nite preps coming along, so I hear... school's been just fine right now, with some projects here and there... now I'm being pestered over and over again to 'pick my courses now' for college or U... which is friggin' annoying... I mean, I don't even know what I like... ugh. Sure I know, but what are the uses of that like? What? I dunno! -_-"...

I got around to thinking one night... I thought up with this, which is pretty much random...

To my Dearest:
I really do miss those times we had,
Times now are pretty bad,
I don't know, maybe it's just me thinking too much,
Of what my feelings are, what yours are and such.

I remember spending time with you those days,
When you made me happy in so many, many ways,
I was content, and I always thought of you,
To deny that I still do now would not be true.

But what about you, my dearest? Do you think about me as I hope you would?
Or would you just forget about me in an instant, if you could?
I wouldn't blame you if you did, I'm not a very interesting companion to be around,
I am just the listener, the wall, listening to your troubles but not making a sound.

I have many faults, but how do I remedy being boring ol' me?
My most interesting thing is that I listen well, as you can see,
So I guess you'll grow up, and I'll watch you do so,
And it will be a sad day when I have to watch you go.

I always have the time to be there,
At any time, and practically anywhere,
But no one talks to me about their problems, just one or two,
Unfortunately, this does not include the most important one - you.

So I hope that at least friends we will always be,
Sharing in whatever sorrow and in whatever glee,
I wish we could be more, but that's just a wish on my part,
And so I wish you the very best, with all my welcoming heart.

-- Leon
5th of May, 2004.
May she have a good and long life.