I passed my driving exam~! Yayyyyy~!!! Now to learn how to actually drive around... ^^"... I know no roads except those to my house I guess... I'm terrible.

Oh well. Today was dull I guess.. waiting for the stuff to go on... the JPJ guy was funny tho... pakai tali pinggang dan terus pergi! Funny... ah, the effect of money certainly is wondrous sometimes.

Cheerz~

Ahh.. I feel a week older -_-...

Mm... just wanted to post that nothing much happened nowadays... today was a bowling tourney... had fun and tried to score high, but failed, sadly. ^^" Maybe another time huh? =P Results for exams are also out... I think I did okies... the new science teacher is sorta cool... has MSN! ^^"...

Mm.. I still wuv that beautiful, cute, lovable, dangerous when angry, playful brown-eyed gal.. I wonder why.. ah well.

Mm... lotsa pics taken but not many in my com... digicam paper is 34 bucks... around the same as film... hmm... certainly is something to think about... oh well

Cheerz!

At this very moment that little girl has been 17 years old for 23 hours and 4 minutes... ah... hehe... I certainly think she was very happy today... now she's in genting... mm... with her boyfriend maybe... mm... she got a bunch of flowers from her boyfriend today... a big bunch... mm... really felt so... jealous I guess... =.. I mean... I gave a homemade card.. which is really quite nice and um... colourful and has writings in it... but... hehe... kinda not as grand as the flowers I guess... =(... so jealous laaa... that guy certainly is lucky I suppose... bleh, whatever la... mm... I really should stop messaging her and calling her I think.. it might create an argument between the two... I guess.. =\ Just want her to be happy... ^_^...

Oh well.

*sigh*... -_- I still miss her. Not fairrrrrr... bah. I dunno... I just feel sad and disappointed somehow... for some reason... =... puberty *rolls eyes*... maybe. -_-" Suddenly I feel all angry and hateful to that guy with her now... =\, natural thingy probably... jealousy isn't very nice to me... ah well..
 
Maybe it *is* time to look forward and stop thinking about her... but I guess the only time that will happen is when I actually find someone else to like, no? Otherwise I'm content just sitting here watching people grow up slowly, but surely... time passes fast, unfortunately...
 
Ah, well...

*yawn* Mm... nothing much to talk about again.. life's okay right now... exams have passed, now onwards towards the results and more studies... getting tired of life I guess..
 
Hmm.. I dunno, feeling sorta melancholy again...? Is that how you spell it... ah, whatever... anyway, just feeling tired I think... =) either that or just missin' that little girl again for some reason... =\...
 
Mm.. went to pyramid today because Vincent suddenly said we could go... watched King Arthur... dull show, really... o_O I dunno what's all the hype about it... it wasn't really KING ARTHUR... it was more like, the origins of king arthur and stuff... ah, whatever le... =\..
 
Didn't do much else for today... mm.. dad's birthday today and I didn't know -_-"... bleh, oh well at least we got a cake suddenly... =P even my mom forgot his birthday was today... bleh, mean mom >_<... ^^".. hope he doesn't feel left out...
 
Lotsa birthdays this week methinks... my dad's... Kei-san's bday on the 20th... the little girl I miss on the 23rd... blehh... =\...
 
Mm... dunno what else to say adi la...
 
=P...

Bleh. What a week it has been... thankfully, it's over! Kinda..

Exams are over for me. =\ Time to look forward to other more terrible things to come... haih... life certainly keeps getting more complicated as we grow older. Wisdom, hah.

Mm... not much else to say really... =\... oh well..

Ciaoz~

Edit: Naruto is fun... nice to watch! >_< I like the ending song... Wind... Akeboshi... been watching it for hours and hours and hours... bleh and it still hasn't ended.

Well... exams! >_<.. terrible terrible... I don't worry much... until I see a question that I can't do... then it all goes to shit, so I rush and rush and rush and look at the time, we still have another hour to go -_-"... english today was quite pityful.. =), finished in 30 mins... another 2 hours to go... o_o... I will stare at the wall or just squirm around.. aih... strange how without something to capture your attention time crawls... and crawlss... >_<

Oh well... history 2 and econs tomorrow... blah.

Cheerz~

Bleh.. exams tomorrow... bah, humbug.. -_-" Dem lazy go lar... not at all friggin' worried.. just wondering whether we'll actually finish the syllabus for this year ler... -_-"... oh well

Mm.. been listening to this song over and over and over again... dem you Kei! -_-"! Bleh.

Gackt - Last Song

Atemonaku hitori samayoi arukitsuzuketa
Kasuka na toiki o tada shiroku somete
Utsuri kawari yuku kisetsu no sono hakanasa ni
Wake mo naku namida ga koboreta
"Ima mo aishite iru..."

Furitsuzuku kanashimi wa masshiro na yuki ni kawaru
Zutto sora o miageteta
Kono karada ga kieru mae ni ima negai ga todoku no nara
Mou ichido tsuyoku dakishimete

Wakari aenakute nandomo kizutsuketeita
Sonna toki demo itsumo yasashikute
Fui ni watasareta yubiwa ni kizamareteita
Futari no yakusoku wa kanawanai mama ni
"Ima mo oboeteiru..."

Toozakaru omoide wa itsumademo mabushi sugite
Motto soba ni itakatta
Mou nido to aenai kedo itsumo soba de sasaete kureta
Anata dake wa kawaranai de ite
Saigo ni miseta namida ga kisenakute

Kono shiroi yukitachi to issho ni kiete shimattemo
Anata no kokoro no naka ni zutto saite itai kara

Yorisotte dakiatta nukumori wa wasurenaide ne
Chigau dareka o aishitemo
Saigo ni kiita anata no koe o kono mama zutto hanasanai mama
Fukaku nemuri ni ochitai

Furitsuzuku kanashimi wa masshiro na yuki ni kawaru
Zutto sora o miageteta
Kono karada ga kieru mae ni ima negai ga todoku no nara
Mou ichido tsuyoku dakishimete
"Mou ichido tsuyoku dakishimete.."


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Translation
Walking around aimlessly by myself
Breathing a faint sigh, my breath turns white
Seasons change, and in this fleeting season..
My tears fall for no reason
"Even now, I still love you

Falling sadness transforms into pure white snow
I'm always looking at the sky above me
Before this body disappears, I want to reach the wish I have now
Once more, I want to hold you

How many times have we not understood and hurt eachother
But even at those times, we were still gentle
Engraved on the ring that you suddenly gave back to me
..Was our promise that will never come true
"Even now, I remember..

These far off thoughts are just brilliant flashes in my memory
I wanted to be next to you
Even though I can't see you anymore, I'll always be next to you
I never want you to change

I can't erase those last tears that you showed me [from my memory
In your heart, if I disappear along with all these snowflakes
I want to bloom [in your heart once again]

Don't forget the warmth of us being close together, and hugging
Don't forget even if you love someone else
I'll never let go [of the memory] of when I heard your voice last and so
..I just want to fall into a deep sleep

Continuously falling sadness transforms into pure white snow
I'm always looking at the sky above me
Before this body disappears, I want to reach the wish I have now
I want to hold you once more
"I want to hold you once more"

Hey everyone who visits my blog... it's the weekend, hooray... 2 days certainly isn't enough rest for me though.. no no no no no... =P, need around 5... hehe... oh well...

So exams are next week, damn. =P...

Mm.. not much else to say... ^^" My life's a dull one most times...

Ciouz..

Hm hmm.. it hasn't been much of a day I guess... ^^" hasn't been much of a week really... mm... life's turning and turning.. atemonaku hitori samayoi arukitsuzuketa... =).. Last Song is a nice one... yep... nice lyrics... ^^"

Not much else to say, not in that typing mood I think ^^"

Cheerz~