Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Da da da... hm hmm..

=\ It's sorta annoying isn't it... the way you just can't forget about that special person for a long long time even though you say you don't like her anymore? Deep down you still try and be with that person for as long as you can, helping that person, thinking about that person, and just loving every little detail about that person... bah.

I still love her after all. She's still the extremely spirited, childish, lazy, spiteful, delightful little child she was before. Bahhhh! -_o.. *smiles*

Exam results coming out soon >_< I got a 78? For my commerce... other marks coming soon I guess? =)

Cheerio~

Monday, September 20, 2004

Ah... life. It's moving along slowly... =
Is it so strange that mine own feelings I know not? Art thou not curious about my thoughts? Wouldst thou force me to give what I have naught? Thy actions do not portray thine intent. It is with a difficult and heavy heart that I go through what is deemed the best times by others.

=P

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

Hmm... we're growing apart from each other aren't we...? Life really is getting too filled up for us to truly appreciate what we've been given, and the great times we're having...

I dunno... it just seems that even though we're friends, we are slowly drifting away from each other... maybe it's the distance, maybe it's just a lack of a real conversation... one way or another, we're slowly losing those people who were so dear to us back then.. I'm sure everyone has someone they miss having fun with...

I don't like drifting away from my oldest friends.. they've been so fun to be with, I just don't like facing the future that holds little to no time to hang around... I know all of us would just like to go back to a time when we could fool around all day long and think: 'The future's a long way from us... hakuna matata!' but now the future we thought was far off is approaching.. fast. That's kind of sad.

It's been such a short time since we were young... it may seem like a long time then, but it really just flashed by without us noticing. Most of us anyway. I certainly do miss a lot of things that youth (or inexperience) brought me... =)...

Ah well. We grow up, we grow old, but inside we're never the same..

Monday, September 13, 2004

Hm hmm... life's okies I guess... TRIALS~! UGH. -_-" Economics, commerce and maths is hell so far... screw history, I suck at it anyway =P

Mm... not much else to talk about... been going out every friday tho... fun fun ^_^ even though it's going out to Giant, it's fun cause we (me, Marvin, Josephine weeee, and etc people) talk and laugh so much without a care of what other people think of us... it's fun! Unless of course you're the one watching us... we're so loud! And disgusting... don't forget weird... o_O I swear one lady was sitting behind Josephine for awhile and then shifted places so loudly... ahahaha!

Josephine went 'OI! FASTER LA!' to hurry the back row up... and the guy standing beside her probably cricked his neck spinning to look at her... haha! This is in the middle of a crowded hypermarket, mind.. =P

Ah well... this week one more time! Weeee! Screw the trials, they're fooked anyway. ^_^

WO U L D Y O U R A T H E R . . .*
1) pierce your nose or tongue?
- Uh... neither, actually ^_^

2) be serious or be funny?
- If I can be funny, and the situation's not a serious one, yup!

3) drink whole or skim milk?
- I don't think I like skim... whole sounds better.

4) simple or complicated?
- Simple!

D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . *
5) flowers or angel figurines?
- How about angel figurines holding flowers? ^_^

6) grey or gray?
- Grey.

7) colored or black-and-white photos?
- Umm... I like color... =)

8) lust or love?
- Love, obviously. Just can't find it now..

9) sunrise or sunset?
- Sunset! I can't stand waking up so early..

10) M&Ms or Skittles?
- I love M&M's..

11) rap or rock?
- Rock~

12) staying up late or waking up early?
- Staying up late!! I can't ever ever like waking up early..

13) TV or radio
- TV!

15) eating apples or oranges?
- Neither... but apples are nice..

* . . . A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y . . . *

16) Do you have a crush?
- I used to... I don't know now..

17) Who is it?
- Oh I dunno..

* . . . D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . *

18) being hot or cold?
- I like being cold when I sleep, and warm on most other times...

19) tall members of the opposite sex?
- Well that's a rare, rare sight..

20) sun or moon?
- Both, I think... sun for heat, moon for sleep, neh?

21) emeralds or rubies?
- Neither... I want the cash that's all ^_^...

22) left or right?
- Left, cause I'm left handed.. I guess?

23) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend?
- Both!

24) sun or rain?
- The rain's better than the sun!

25) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?
- I want a mix! =P If not vanilla... ^_^

27) green beans or carrots?
- I dunno... if I have to...

26) boys or girls?
- Guys.. and girls...

28) low fat or fat free?
- Anything laaaa...

* . . . M I S C E L L A N E O U S . . . *

29) What is your biggest fear in the world?
- Scary movies... really!

30) Kids or no kids?
- I'm not sure... let's just see if 'Wife or no wife' gets answered...

31) Cat or dog?
- Mmm... either one is fine... cats cute, dogs fun!

32) Half empty or half full?
- Just plain half!

33)Mustard or ketchup?
- Neither!

34) Hard cover books or soft cover books?
- Either one is fine..

35) Newspaper or magazine?
- Both are fine...

36) Sandals or sneakers?
- Depends on where I go out... and with who.

37) Wonder or amazement?
- Don't they mean the same thing?

38) Red car or white car?
- A red one if it's a nice nice car ^_^...

39) Happy and poor or sad and rich?
- If I'm rich... I'd be happy... I'm not stupid you know ^_^..

40) Singing or dancing?
- Umm... I can't really dance... or sing... AIEEE *runs away cowering under the blanket*

41) Hugging or kissing?
- Ummm... *blushes* don't ask ^^"

42) Corduroy or plain?
- Plain... =P

43) Happy or sad?
- Happy!

45) Blondes, brunettes?
- I have no idea..

* . . . A B O U T Y O U . . . *
46. What time is it?
- 7.33 pm

47. Full name?
- How Han Leon =P

48. Nickname?
- Llama, Leon, lots more..

49. Names and ages of siblings
- A bro, a sis, one big one small... I'm biggest... yes it's general, but heck!

50. Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake?
- 17, I think...

51. Date that you regularly blow them out?
- 12th of January =P

52. Pets?
- 2 dogs, lots and lots of fish..

53. Height?
- 180cm ?

54. Eye color?
- A nice, cheery brown.

55. Hair color?
- Kinda black I guess?

56. Piercings?
- None...

57. Clean guy/gal/ pierced guy/gal?
- I dunno... depends on her attitude I suppose?

58. Who's the person on your mind right now?
- Mei Yan, cause she's on the phone ^^"...

Thursday, September 02, 2004

Ah... well, I haven't been blogging much I suppose and so someone has been screaming and having tantrums about it *points accusingly to Eileen* =). Well tadaa! Blog post~ =P

Mm.. not much has been happening... back to school, bleh -_-... oh well... and exams next week... some weird BM bincangan thingy tomorrow so no PE... curses. =p... no ECA either, argh..

Hm hmm... holidays were okay... relaxed and hung around the house mostly... it was a good holiday... sad that it had to end so soon >_<..

Mm... not much else to say I suppose? Exams are coming, argh. I wonder how I'll do? Not so good I'm thinking... I can't remember so many things! >_<..

Cheerz~