Saturday, March 27, 2004

Cool... long time no post eh? Exams in two days... gah, hate 'em, gotta do 'em. =P. Been truly bored with life right now, actually. Well, not really... but... bah, it's annoying to be constantly worrying about something, isn't it? =\. Always trying to be good, always trying to live it out in the best way, and almost always failing at it... people expect you to be something while you wanna be something else... it really is annoying. I suppose it's because people nowadays have so much freedom.. but what else is there to do? Follow the norm? Ugh. It's an unforgiving world out there...

Mm... I got a 43 for my undang exam, for those who dunno... for those who actually care, anyway. =\. Quitting RO, cause it's gonna be pay to play...

Ugh, worrying.

Friday, March 19, 2004

Huhu... today's the day that I'm having my undang exam! May I have the best of luck, cause I seriously have not really read up on anything that they might ask... I hope the trick questions aren't too tricky... cause I'm sure one who hasn't done anything can answer, but you just need to take your time and read the questions properly... =P

Hm hmm... yesterday was pretty interesting.. just hung out the entire day with her... ^_^. FINALLY she has eaten some food!!! A slice of pizza, a cup of koko crunch, some chips... I know it isn't much but it's better than 3 ice creams, a waffle, and water for 5 days!!! >_<. Mm... we laughed, we talked, Jon poked her sommore... ^_^...

Okay... I think the only thing I can do today is that undang thingy... too bad I can't drive just yet... otherwise I'd already be out with the guys man... ah well, better get this done real quick now...

Cheerz, and luck to all four of us who are taking it together! ^_^..

Thursday, March 18, 2004

Aieee... matrices... hate them hate them... well, the inverse matrix and stuff... bleh. Check it out.

2t - 10v = 16
t - 4v = 7
Using kaedah matriks (fuck bm!!! ugh), calculate the value of t and v which satisfies the above equations.

Like, -_-" man... I should have brought home my notes. Gahhh. Oh well.

Mm.. holidays are ending soon T_T... that problem before hasn't really been settled... now I'm just hoping that he'll forget about the whole thing... or just kill himself and not endanger my friend... =\..

Looking forward to more cheerful things, Li Yee will be visiting my house again today.. don't ask why, I myself dunno...

Hm hmm... yeah, I think that's about it for today... ugh my brain's all fried from thinking about inverse matrices.. ooh ooh, Sat I'm finally and for real having my undang exam thingy... yyayyyyyy... get it over with... then I have to just practice this uh.. driving part. Bleh...

Cheerio...!

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

Ah, this sucks... I hate people who are just so.. so stupid. Don't you agree? *sigh*

What would you do if a friend of yours is being harassed by a gangster who wants to resume the relationship again? That friend doesn't like the guy anymore, and doesn't want to be involved with him anymore. What would you? Ask that friend of yours to say no? Of course. But what if that gangster threatened to kill that friend of yours or burn her house down? What if the gangster threatened to kill whatever friend she's seeing? =(.

_l_ The world is a terrible place.

:: edit :: That's not quite right. Some of the people who live on this world make it a terrible place. Right.

Sunday, March 14, 2004

Wooo... hoooolidayssss!!! ^_^ ^_^ ^_^... yayyy... a week of squandering away my time by sleeping 12-hours a day, and the other half just messing around with the computer and stuff... ^_^..

Hm hmm... first on the agenda is a visitor that's coming to my house oh in about uh... 12 hours? =P. I'll just be entertaining her till she goes home I suppose... Jon will be in Vin Vin's house by the time I wake up, so I dunno..

Mm... school went by pretty quick, actually. =P Nothing much to talk about there. It's SCHOOL! And it's SSC, the worst managed school of the decade. =P

Hmm... finished something up tonight... kinda lousy, but I don't think anyone will ever read this here, other than my granddaughter, Eileen.

I think the chatbox is up... I might be tinkering around with it more, but do gimme your comments there huh? ^_^..


Thinking again...
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A sigh I breathe,
As I wonder, and grieve,
For I have thought a great deal about myself,
Reminiscing, thinking back, looking through books on my shelf.

I longed for the early days,
When life was simple in its ways,
When feelings were simple, but true,
When my dreams and ambitions were not based on what I could do.

I wonder almost daily about how life was before I got older..
A lot younger, obviously, and a lot less bolder,
Almost always shy, almost always having my nose in a book,
And there wasn't anyone whom I would really want to look.

Growing up really isn't much fun, that's kinda sad,
But when you look at it, it really isn't that bad,
I mean, there's lots of things to look forward to,
Like the bestest of friends who will always stay true.

So while growing up sure has it's ups and downs,
One just needs to remember the happy faces, the cheerful sounds,
And smile when one looks back, at the times one has spent,
And wonder, longingly, where all those good times went..

-- Leon
15th of March, 2004

Monday, March 08, 2004

Ahh.. school tomorrow... =\, somehow I'm hating school more and more... next to seeing my friends, having a game of basketball, there's not much else to look forward to other than laughing my ass off at some joke or dumb question in class... I'll miss these times I'm sure, later on in college.. these are certainly the best times of my life...

Hm hmm... today I had some guests over at my house... Li Yee and Lee Yeen... they just hung around.. went online, chatted, laughed, took a pic or 3... mm... that about it I suppose. =)

Cheerz!

Saturday, March 06, 2004

Mm... seems like all those days of practicing marchpast weren't wasted after all~ we won first for it... we lost by 1 point to Red for cheerleading tho... TAKING INTO ACCOUNT THAT THE CHEERLEADERS FOR RED FELL DOWN DURING THEIR ACT! -__-" Biased judges, just don't wanna see yellow win for once.

Well... haven't been doing much these days... 3 day weekend! Going to take my driving/rulez exam tomorrow..

Went to see this carnival thingy just now... not much there... some stalls selling food and stuff.. bleh.

School's on Tuesday... back to the old routine of listening and asking dumb questions of Aunty Josey.. =P