Well... *sigh* oh well. So that's why. Problem resolved... now comes another one... can't truly be close to her anymore... can't make her boyfriend worry... or other people flap mouths... yeah... maddeningly saddening... that's what life's all about huh..? *sigh* Oh well. Life, oh life... is a fucking bitch at times.

=|... well, I'll still be able to sort of keep progress with her at least, right? It isn't... that bad... I dunno... like who the fuck am I kidding yah? -_-... *sigh*...

It's a sad day today, I guess,
This friendship is now a total mess,
What I wanted to happen, I was too shy to cause,
So what I almost had then, will now always my sad loss.

Well... it was really nice, we're still friends,
That at least is something that never ends,
I still get to watch her grow up, grow old,
Although on her I have lost all hold.

Maybe in two years she'll be alone again,
Feeling angry, sad, alone and in pain,
At least I'll be there, for sure,
And for those hurts try to find a cure.

Her smiles and laughter will still make me happy,
Even though knowing she's with someone else is just crappy,
Life goes on, I shouldn't get trapped in the past,
Just have to see that all friendships will forever last.

No tears have I shed, and neither should they be,
Because out there, someone else might love me,
Maybe this will turn out for the best,
He's a nice guy too, I can peacefully rest.

But for now, I think I'll just think about her,
Before the memories of the days I spent become a blur,
If the world should show that they just do not care,
I promise you, dear girl that I'll still be there..

So long, Kagome-chan...

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*snorts in slight disgust* Hmph. Well. None of you will ever see me as open as this in real life, I just realized... so don't ask =_=... whatever that's in here is for viewing, not discussing in any way... except a few very close friends... I guess.. other people's lives aren't really very... discussable. Anyone who tries, who spreads stuff about this.. well, I'm not very nice when I'm very angry...

And so ends my close friendship with one whom I loved, for a time.

I could rant and rave that life's not fair, why the hell should this happen to me... but that's getting damn old in my book, so no.

*sigh*.