The future is dark... I can't see what's in store for me. I'm afraid.

I don't know what will happen in the days, weeks, months, years to come. I wish I were back in Form 3. Everyone seems to hate that time, but I loved it. It was pure simplicity, and I knew it even then. Dwelling on the past is of no use in any case. Looking to the future is a dismal act. Living in the now is truly worrisome, as the past and the future vie strongly for one's attentions. Ah well...

I wonder how people will react to the secrets I hold inside.. I wonder.