*siigghhhHhhHhh* (Yes Eileen, I'll stop sighing someday)

Feeling nostalgic now... =P, read all my old entries of my big green book... the sick sad puppy love stories... the immensely long and fact filled poems... the memorable quotes of past friends... the feelings of now-buried love floating around my head once more... =\, yeap, that kinda mushy, gayish stuff. Wish I had a bottle of 'something' to cheerz with~! =).

Reading back on the many things I messed up back then... some things I'd forgotten had happened... some wishes unfulfilled... dreams shattered... hearts broken... I used to be a really really really weird person, it seems. Friends that have changed much over the years... some not at all... others, become stranger and farther away from me... *sigh* I guess time really isn't a very forgiving person.

Thinking back, 3 years ago.. hahah, THAT was an opportunity that I shouldn't have missed, but I turned away when it was right in front of me. The dream that was reality, standing in front of me, smiling... then gone, because I was a nerdy shy guy. -_o, though I can't blame myself, I do anyway. I think I can still remember what she wore that night... that long, long night... white shirt, multi-coloured skirt... heels, black.... slightly reddish lipstick... cheeks that glowed with the room light... eyes that sparkled behind the golden frames of her glasses...

*sigh* After her performance, up on the balcony... just me and her... the right time, right place, right moment... and then... *screams* I can't take the nostalgia... not in public no. =P~!

*pants* Right, now that was extremely.. weird. =\, guess it's back to the real world my friend *pats self*.

Chika.